Indeed,yesterday was a tiring day. The new Neng Nyno was superb. They were really good.I was tired. The need to emphasize that I was tired twice. Many things to do but I'm on the switch off mode. Thus, things have to wait.My sis complaints to me that she had put on tons of weight which I think merepek. Cannot be seen by the naked eyes.I mean, we went to a dikir barat comp yesterday, there are people who are really fat,fats from their bulging arms and legs, who still put on skimpy skirts and nots.Thus,its the mind over body thingy. If you think you're fat, you're fat and the brain captures that and there is a need to jog. If not, just live with self-acceptance and denials.I'm writing for Rizal again. The finals for Ulan and also Citra Dikir.For Ulan, Im not writing to win as Bobo was writing for them in the semi.Thus,changing writers will effect the individual marks.The tema For Ulan was 'Kunci'. I intend to write for other groups also such as Rambong ,Ulan Rajawali or maybe a girl's group, like a one comp thing, to widen my writing skills.Then again, that will have to wait until Im really really mantap.Thanks to Bobo,Sarip and Farihan for your guidance.Rizal for creating opportunities for me to write for Durbar and Ditu.Thank you my dear sis and my dear Hanip for supporting me.Thanks Zaidy for being up there and shinning. Wah, macam menang Anugerah seh.Menulis lirik untuk dikir barat adalah lebih sukar dari menulis sebuah puisi.Thus, this people did make an impact on my writing. I've learnt that it is important to learn our mistakes and create our own style of writing.
Still,calling and emailing sponsors for Dikirbarathon. No avail. Hmm...the economy is not doing that well. I'm getting o.4 for my bonus.
At school, Im suppose to do loads of stuff. Switch off mode.
Sparks are not setting in yet.
Im meeting Zakiah after our pay day. Congrats Za, for your BA and 3rd Class Honours. We used to study together in NIE. She the rajin one and I,the bochap. She went through alot, a madrasah student and things to prove to us that in life you need both. Dunia and akhirat. I always envy her as she recites and understand the meaning of Al-Quran, verse by verse. That's deep...really deep. She did help me in writing liriks for Durbar, I mean finding the true meaning of jihad. In has been a long way for us. Zakiah, me and once upon a time Sulastry.
