It has been years...

It has been years,now. Sometimes, I look at things and I am really appreciative of things that had happen.
Nur Shuhadah has grown into something so beautiful that I can never delete her out of my expectations in life. Scored A for 3 of module in UNISIm. This term, creating animation using Blender is quite a challenge. In a few years time, that degree will be mine. Insya Allah.

Hmm...

Sometimes, the ability to comprehend the slightest change can lead to a deeper meaning of understanding. I was checking my mail...when suddenly I saw this.


Khas buat isteriku yg tercinta, Hafidah Bte Mahat…..

Sejenak merenung tepat lirikan mata mu,
Nadi jantungku pantas berdebaran
Semenjak memandang kelibat aliran wajahmu,
Hati naluriku lantas berkocakkan.......

Sesaat detik kian berlalu,
Bak bertahun kasih dipalu,
Beralih hari mengejar waktu,
Kian terpendam perasaan rindu……

Dikau ku puja, Dikau ku sanjung…
Dikau ku cinta, Dikau ku junjung…

Lidah ku kelu tak bermadah,
Bibir ku terkunci tak terkata,
Dedaun cinta ku semakin segar,
Bebunga kasih ku semakin mekar…..

Kini masa beredar sudah,
Hati mu kini milik ku akhirnya,
Namun sedetik tak pernah berubah,
Perasaan ku ini tatkala pertama bersua…..

Kau ku amati… Kau ku puji…
Kau ku ingini… Kau ku miliki…

Antara kilauan intan dan permata,
Tidaklah dapat aku bandingkan,
Sinaran cahaya mu bak di Syurga,
Menerangi kemalapan liku2 kehidupan…..

Diantara bahtera dgn nakhoda,
Kau bukanlah salah satu darinya,
Tapi kaulah lembutnya sutera layar,
Yg mengharungi gelora onak2 masa…..

Kaulah isteri ku… Kaulah pilihan ku…
Kaulah yg ku tunggu dan kaulah yg ku ketemu…

Terima kasih diatas kesabaran dan ketabahanmu hidup disamping ku…… Hmm...indeed we have gone through alot of things Mr Hanip...4 years and going 5.

Nur Shuhadah by our side...

likes this...

Hafidah likes this...

Life..

It has been a long time since my last entry. My P6 did really well, 11 A* and 30 A. They are a good lot, teaching the first class is a different challenge but alas I am really proud of them. The ability to see them grow and the most important thing is that I am able to impart a piece of me through them. 2009 has been a challenging year and it had taught me alot of things. Marriage, beliefs, most of the time you feel that you are rooted to the ground and at one moment life just banged you hard to the wall...really hard. Things that I used to view and developed at an angle are now seen differently. Drastic changes...but with no regrets. My take...no matter how hard life hits you, at the end of the day you have someone to share it with.

Hmm...Currently pursuing degree in design N multimedia ( UNISIM ) why not a Malay BA ?
Something that I need to do ...and prove... : )

My dearest Shuhadah is growing. She has develop a sense of kebijaksanaan. She takes after her dad, her features I mean. Today, is the Malay Paper for my P6s. I hope that they have done their best. I really hope...

Something to ponder...

It has been a long time. Life has been so and so. Maybe for the best.... I hope. Sometimes, being a mum you tend to be defensive but then again which mum wouldn't.
The story lies at the depth of the conversation,

" Fidah, diorang selalu tak kata Shuhadah small," said a certain pain in the neck individual named N, if you know who you are.

" Yup, maybe I think dia terlalu manja," I smiled.

" No, I mean dia punya speech development...macam lambat." I looked at her or was it more like staring at her in disbelief and maybe hope that the ceiling wall would crumbled and fall on her. I was on fire and my andrenalin surged through me, begging me to slap her face.

My Nur Shuhadah
= 1 year 5 months
words she can say = abah, abu (meaning ibu), ball, yum yum ( food ). Meaning, its okay. Can point to the moon, stars, eye, ear, nose and the toilet. She can hum the Barney, I love you song.

Baby talk at 18 months. Babies at this age say up to 10 simple words and can point to people, objects, and body parts you name for them. They repeat words or sounds they hear you say, like the last word in a sentence. But they often leave off endings or beginnings of words. For example, they may say "daw" for "dog" or "noo-noo's" for "noodles."

This is what happen when you have nothing else to do but stare blankly at the televisyen set 24 hours a day. Get a life !